And do i ever…. to a lot of people, but i was up till 2am finally giving into my feelings and putting my foot down, and getting the love of my life back. YES I SAID IT>>>>THE LOVE OF MY LIFE<<<<<
and if none of you can understand or be happy for me (especially the ones who are in love themselves) then stinky on you! He really does make me happy and the fact that he is taking me back after i hurt him so bad (even if it was to prevent him from chosing between me and his friends) means so much to me. And the way that he did it was the most romantic gesture ever. Basically after ANOTHER night of talking about our feelings it was time for him (in my opinion) to well….”shit or get off the pot” …. not the greatest analogy in reference to being with someone you love … but it gets to the point. We have been discussing EVERYTHING for well over 4 weeks now and basically it came down to me telling him that if he cant decide if he wants to be with me or not its because he doesnt. By this point we are at the front door because i am getting the feeling that I am not going to get my “happy ending” so i told him i would walk him to the door. Any way I go to open the door and i tell him “I love you, but if your chosing to not be with me than I need to distant myself from you…..not being with you and seeing you is the most painful thing in the world” So I open the door and turn to him give him a kiss and tell him i will always love him….and here is the romantic gesture….he grabs my arm and shuts the door and holds me and tells me he’s ready and he wants me forever….. EEKS….and i felt my heart melt and pound excessively at the same time….i got the tingles and chills….and at 2am i fell asleep with the biggest smile on my face and the love of my life holding me in his arms 
