Mytymaker’s Saga

April 2, 2008

I love being in Love

Filed under: Love...and the b/f, crazy talk — Tags: — mytymaker @ 9:59 pm

Me & Steven
Yes he is indeed wearing a toga in the picture….i had taken mine off already for the evening (or early morning i think it was like 4am at that point)

I had absolutely the worst dream last night.  First off let me set the stage, Tuesdays my boyfriend works until usually 10:30 and then goes out with co-workers until around midnight for a couple of cocktails.  Being the wonderful guy he is he stops by afterwards to sleep with me and to be woken at 7am the following morning … all just to sleep next to me J  Well, as far as I knew he was coming over last night and I went to bed and fell asleep waiting.  1:07 am I wake up in tears because I just had an extremely vivid dream that involved him telling me that he never loved me and wanted nothing to do with me.  It was all payback for what I did to him and my ex husband??? ERR???  Anyways…I wake up …like I said in tears….and he’s not there next to me…so my first assumption is that this really happened…and then 10 seconds later my bedroom door opens and in walks in the love of my life J  He races over to the bed and asks why I am crying and I explain to him and he grabs me and holds me (even puts Charles Meadow in between us who is the teddy bear he gave me for v-day…why is he named Charles Meadow? Simply because its my boyfriends porn name….you know the game…take your middle name and the name of the street that you grew up on and you get your porn name J)  and just tells me that he loves me … never let go of me … this is just simply amazing (and reassuring) and I love it, and him J

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