stimulus screwed me over

kiss my ass…  thats all i have to say.  Screw you….you tell a single mom of two that in May she will get extra $$$ and YES I AM GOING TO COUNT ON IT..to pay of past due bills and try to dig myself out of a whole that has been created by getting divorced.  SCREW YOU for telling me that i should have never counted on it because i did!  and now i have to wait even LONGER all because i had my FEE’s for doing them online taken out of my return  KISS MY ASS.  Its not like i am spending my money at the bar or on crap that i definately DO NOT NEED (forgive the energy drinks i bought myself last week when i couldn’t sleep at night cuz my teeth were keeping me awake because they all need $1000 root canals which GUESS WHAT i cant friggen afford)…

SCREW YOU FOR SAYING I SHOULDN’T COUNT ON IT…YES I SHOULD and i DID and now i have to wait till mid friggen summer (and this aint no nights dream) to get my $$$ well lets just say that damn i’ll be skinny by then cuz in order to pay my bills and make sure that my kids are eating i WONT be then i’ll have to use all that $$$ to buy new clothes cuz i’ll have lost a gazillon lbs!!! SCREW YOU ALL!!!

busy little bee

I have been so busy at work and home that i just haven’t had time for any kind of update.  so quick rundown

bubby turned four yesterday and party is this sunday and we MIGHT actually have beautiful weather FINALLY!

Sissy is almost done with school and she is extatic to have summer time around the corner.

My sister is getting bigger and bigger everyday and i still find it hard to believe that there is only ONE child in there or that they pushed the due date back!

Nothing really new on g-ma, her b-day is July 4th and we always celebrate but i think this year will prolly be a bit more focused on her than the actuall fourth and we might have a bigger crowd seeing that this is more than likely her last b-day.

me and the b/f are doing really well, for the most part…but nothing is perfect right…i am just still so very madly in love with him and thats good!

i’m broke and in debt (whats new) and waiting patiently for my stimilus package like the rest of america so i can attempt to pull myself out of debt … GEORGE GIVE ME MORE $$ IF YOU WANT IT TO BE USED FOR ECONOMICAL PURPOSES!!!

i am sure there is more and probably stuff that is not interesting to you but definately gives me a chuckle in my head every time i think about it maybe an more in depth update later this weekend… in the mean time

….  “Be cool my babies”   ….

Have you ever wondered what your mans fantasy is?

WARNING: This post does contain slight sexual content…read at your own risk

Ok so friday night we go out and see IRONMAN>>>>AWESOME<<<<< and then we hit up a friends b-day party for a little bit, head back to my home after and continue drinking   So eventually we decide to turn the heat up a bit and i decided to question him if he has ever had any fantasies that he is looking to be fufilled….now think about it … what do you think your spouse would say…i tried to prepare myself for the extreme, but what he said simply blew my mind and i would never have thought that he would suggest this:

“MAKING BABIES”

Yes…you read it correctly…my boyfriend told me that his fantasy was to make babies….and while it is one of mine i informed him that its a fantasy that will have to be fufilled another night…which led to some great sex that night!  Can you say WOW???